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Faded in the Blackout

Faded in the Blackout 1.2As usual, I was startled awake by Joanna, our Blockalteste's assistant, two hours before the break of dawn. Her now gruff voice sent shivers down my spine as it usually does most days.   I roll out of bed, almost landing on Gretchen, the eldest of the women in our block.   "Careful, child," Gretchen warned in her kind voice, but it was too late. Joanna saw my stumble.   "You lazy Jew!" Joanna shouts loudly in my face. The smell of pork and coffee washes over my face, feeding me the scents of her breakfast. "Langersperre is tomorrow, bright and early. You wouldn't want to be selected, now would you?" Joanna laughe Faded in the Blackout 1.2
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Faded in the Blackout 1.4I had just lay down to rest my afflictive muscles when Joanna ran into the room shouting cruel German words. Rachel, who slept peacefully just minutes before, was startled awake. Her eyes contained a fear I had never seen in her before. It was a fear that controlled the minds of the Muselmänner, thinkers. But now wasn’t the right time to worry about Rachel’s state of mind. Right now I had to worry about her being selected.   We all rushed outside, not wanting to be whipped or beaten before selection.   “Stellen sie an!” Our Blockälteste shouted as she cracked her whip in the air. I hid Rachel between Elizabeth and Dvora be Faded in the Blackout 1.4
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Co-op WIP novel with my best friend ~angelsarefascists If you're a WWII history buff, you'll enjoy our side of the war :D
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It's Just BiologyHuman anatomy determined  What we could not  You always hear that cliché term  “You complete me”  But I never thought it was possible   
More than chemistry, we had biology  Two halves of one beautiful whole  My mind is right while yours is left  Your heart, filling the gaping hole  Once left in my own beating organ   
I compensated for what you lacked  And vice versa  It seemed to be perfection  The last two pieces  
To that one thousand piece puzzle   
But before I knew it, you were gone  Selfishly taking my heart with you  Now It's Just Biology
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Crimson Tears pt 5-6_Return To “Normalcy”_  “Honey, what are you doing here?” My mother asked as she embraced me much too tightly. I had only entered the door about ten seconds earlier, and already she was frantic.   “I don’t like it up there. I missed home.   “Oh my goodness! What happened? Are you okay? How did you get here?” Mother fired questions at me almost faster than I can fathom them. Questions to which she severely overdramatized my situation. Instead, I merely walked past her towards my own little niche of darkness.   “Joshua?”   “I don’t want to t Crimson Tears pt 5-6
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Crimson Tears pt 3-4_Shadows of the Past_   “Goddess, I hate my parents!” Tegan exclaimed as she entered the house and seated herself onto our couch.  
 “Don’t we all?”   She nodded.   Tegan was adopted as a child, and she had never really enjoyed her adoptive parents.   “Joshua stopped by three days ago.”   “Really?” Her voice sounded hopeful.   “He’s gone, Tegan, and he has no intention of coming back.” I really hated informing her of the news. I knew deep down she liked him.   She merely shrugs her small shoulders. “ Crimson Tears pt 3-4
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Crimson Tears pt 1-2_Into The Darkness_   
 The night was cold and the moon was still young. A few stars dared to show their luminous faces among the hazy clouds. Street lights flickered with age and on occasion, one would extinguish its light from the world until someone would replace the bulb months later. In the distance, a Nightingale was heard singing her slumberous song to the world, then slowly, she too, drifted into a peaceful oblivion. Dogs could be heard snoring behind their chain-link fences and the intermittent chipmunk would rustle the leaves as it rolled over lethargically. Trees swayed ominously back and forth, casting haunting shad Crimson Tears pt 1-2
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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 3, 2009, 5:39 AM
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  • Listening to: The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script
  • Reading: The Diplomat's Wife by Pam Jenoff
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Happy July. I suppose...actually it has been a rather happy July these past few days. Got my appointment for my tattoo...its Wednesday evening...expect pictures! I will be honoring the talented *grisom with the tattoo idea she drew up for me so long ago. I only wish she still hung around to see it. I also have move plans set and am leaving around August 22nd. I'll be buying a bed shortly which is the most expensive item on my list.

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Allo! Of late, I've been pretty active in the dA community. Over the past (nearly) four years, I have grown tremendously as a writer and have learned how to better express myself. For all you struggling poets out there, check out =RawEm0tion and if you decide to join, let them know that I sent you! It's a great place to receive critique and get your writing out there! Also, for those of you that like dAmn chat, visit [link] I am the RE chat host every weekend! CHECK IT OUT!

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I got a cake and a song! Now I'm just missing a strip tease!! Lol
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=TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory: Jun 19, 2009, 10:58:11 AM
Thank you for the fave on "Sandcastles" :heart:

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*ash4love:iconash4love: Jun 19, 2009, 4:29:54 PM
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=TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory: Jun 16, 2009, 6:52:59 PM
Thank you for the fave on "Love you. Still. Forever." Because even though its gotten a lot of comments, it hasn't gotten a lot of faves, so they mean that much more for that piece. :hug:

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*ash4love:iconash4love: Jun 16, 2009, 7:01:15 PM
Well it was my pleasure. :hug:

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=TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory: Jun 16, 2009, 9:45:15 PM
Wow.. I'm filling up your front page ^^; thanks for the fave on "Heaven too" :heart:

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*ash4love:iconash4love: Jun 16, 2009, 10:08:17 PM
=D Fill away...I enjoy comments :hug:

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=TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory: Jun 16, 2009, 10:46:21 PM
:hug: glad you do because I like to give them :p

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